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HAPPY
It is so strange to wake up and be glad to see another day
It is so unusual to smile over next to nothing
It is so hard to act as though nothing lights up my life
So hard to pretend that I don’t love you
It is so crazy to believe that some one may be right for me
That I may be able to feel so happy
To think only of you my every waking moment
To want to make you smile at every second
To want to steal the world for you
If you asked for it I would do my best to get it
If you demanded my action
I would do my best to perform
I would die at a word or live for eternity just to see light in your eyes
I live to see you happy
To see you safe from harm
And I would be happy too
If I had you here in my arms
It feels so strange to feel so elated
To be in such agonizing ecstasy
I feel so happy
But I’d be happier to hold you in my arms
4-24-04
Raven Marie Shadows....
It is so strange to wake up and be glad to see another day
It is so unusual to smile over next to nothing
It is so hard to act as though nothing lights up my life
So hard to pretend that I don’t love you
It is so crazy to believe that some one may be right for me
That I may be able to feel so happy
To think only of you my every waking moment
To want to make you smile at every second
To want to steal the world for you
If you asked for it I would do my best to get it
If you demanded my action
I would do my best to perform
I would die at a word or live for eternity just to see light in your eyes
I live to see you happy
To see you safe from harm
And I would be happy too
If I had you here in my arms
It feels so strange to feel so elated
To be in such agonizing ecstasy
I feel so happy
But I’d be happier to hold you in my arms
4-24-04
Raven Marie Shadows....
Literature
Quote
Why are you crying?
**I've lost something**
What did you lose?
**nothing becasue it never existed in the first place**
Than why are you sad?
**becasue nothing was everything I had**
Literature
Scars
I didn't do it to hurt you
Or to make you mad at me
I didn't do it to show you
The emotional side of me
I did it only to remind me
Of things that shouldn't be
Of pain I've had
Of love I've lost
And what someday
Will be
The scars I hide
For none to see
Are worse than these my dear
And in my heart
The scars I hide
Are the only thing I fear
Literature
Cuts
Dyke.
Fag.
Queer.
Words I've come to know as name.
They jeer and they push and they taunt.
I give them no tears, no blood, no hurt.
I remain as sturdy as stone.
Underneath I am crumbling.
Do they know each word is a cut?
A mentally inflicted wound?
With every sharp letter,
I am left with another hurt to heal.
What does it matter?
Why should I care?
Their ignorance should not bother me.
But it does and it will, forever.
I am still a person.
Still worth the attention and voice of any other.
But they don't care.
I'm worthless, useless, beneath them.
I'm gay.
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ok... i hate my so called happy poetry... hate hate hate.... knowing my luck being it is the curse of DA everyone will love it.... personally i think all my old stuff sucks but you know whatever if you all like it then hey it must be decent huh?.... i will stop fussing over what i consider awful.....and just start posting everything i have written.....
anyway i thought i was happy when i wrote this i found out later i was delusional or something cause i was very misearble in a pleasant way if that makes sense....ya it all fell apart right after this...damn love....it sucks ass.... enjoy.....
anyway i thought i was happy when i wrote this i found out later i was delusional or something cause i was very misearble in a pleasant way if that makes sense....ya it all fell apart right after this...damn love....it sucks ass.... enjoy.....
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You remind me a lot of a friend of mine... That just means you're absolutely wonderful of course!!! :')